Today it’s my nine year anniversary for being a professional body piercer. Today nine years ago I made a decision that I was mentally going to put the modern world behind me and focus on the more primitive side of our psyche. Tomorrow I will be meeting up with Mette Erickson at about 1pm in the Napa area to preform my first suspension. Personally I can’t wait! I think it has been a long time coming and I don’t think I could have chosen a better time in my life.
I’ve realized in my short career that there are times that you come to a crossroads and you need to make a decision: ether you decide to go the route everyone wants and expects you to go, or you decide to go the long painful route that involves suffering to make yourself happy with life once again. I guess you know which fork in the road I’m taking.
People have kept asking me this week “why would you do that to yourself” or “isn’t that going to hurt?”.. My only answer for everyone along is: I don’t know, I’ve never done it before and because it feels like its the right time to do it.. Have you ever been in a changing point in your life where you know the decision your making is the only right one and you just can’t explain your reasoning to other people? Well, that’s where I’m at. I always have reasoning behind my actions and this time all I can explain is it feels like its the right time.
I will have pictures posted tomorrow evening of this beautiful experience I’m about to embark on in a short 19 hours. Wish me luck!
My dad always calls me while he’s driving and I tell him to hang up and call me when he’s parked or home. I just sent this to him.
Think before you talk on the phone and drive!
So, the one person that I’m really trying to patch shit up with in my life offered to pick me up from today!!! I thought “how perfect! I get to spend the night with my girlfriend and not have to sleep on someones couch!!!” nope I was wrong… Yeah she picked me up! But I figured we would spend time together in OUR house with OUR cats… But I was totally wrong… We got back into town and she already had plans… The plan was to drop me off some where between my work and OUR house so she could meet up with her friend… I just don’t get it… Why would say you want to spend time with me then want to drop me off at a bar (where you say you don’t want me to be)…. Your thought processes is royally FUCKED! Thanks xoxoxo!
I’ve got my first suspension date planned for the 5th of February!!! I really wish that it could have been on the 4th, but I understand that there wasn’t anuff notice to make it happen but that’s my fault. I really feel that this is going to make a positive impact on my life and that I will turn back into the peaceful person that I one was.. It will be a private suspension so it’s very limited who I’m going to invite, but I will put up as many pictures that are taken.
